At the moment, I’m feeling down, and frustrated at how the world and society and people and life is just so messed up in so many ways, and how it’s so hard to be different or to make a difference, and so many people just don’t care or have despaired of doing anything… and gah! It’s so sad, so tragic and so annoying.
I’m trying to stop myself from getting bitter about it, and I’m praying (and ask that you’d pray too) that God will help me to grow in love towards other people rather than get annoyed with their shortcomings, and not to get down because of my shortcomings, and maintain a sense of joy and hope, because no matter how bad it sometimes seems, there is good in the world, and it’s worth fighting for, to quote Samwise Gamgee. And most of all, that I’ll have faith in Him, that he is working all things to good. I just need his help to make the best of things in this world in the meantime.