The Joy of Work

My latest ed-op article for Gair Rhydd, which is in the current issue:

Work: a word to strike terror in the heart of any student. (Particularly into that of a humanities student like myself, since I supposedly only have around half an hour of lectures a month). But should we really have such an aversion to work?

We’re still reeling from all the changes from the Industrial Revolution, let alone the electronic revolution of recent years. Although the progress we have made over the last couple of centuries has brought massive benefits, we have adapted badly to the resulting changes in patterns of work. Both our culture and our practices of work are seriously flawed.

For many of us, work is nothing more than a necessary evil. We might talk about the “work/life balance”, but the phrase assumes that “work” and “life” are two separate areas. We often view work merely as the means to the end of our real purpose of leisure, rather than a part of life that is satisfying in itself.

In one Dilbert cartoon, he is informed that “Enjoying your work is tantamount to stealing from the company”. But finding our work satisfying and enjoyable, whether it be our academic studies or our careers, should not be seen as something geeky or weird, but the ideal for everyone everywhere, even though in practice it won’t always be possible.

How do we find purpose in our lives and in our work? There are a couple of basic possibilities. Firstly, we can see ourselves as determined to be, either by our categories, such as class, gender, or by our natures, where we have a fixed inherent destiny. But both these leave us not as real human persons, but just as pawns in a cosmic machine.

At the other extreme, we have existentialism, where we create our own identities by an effort of will. But even if we can muster the will to do this, we’re still left with the question of what do we want to do? All sorts of self-help books offer to help us invent ourselves by what hobbies we have, what we wear, what we eat, and so on, and rather than inventing ourselves, we all too easily become prey to the latest fad.

Is there another way, between determinism and existentialism? A number of writers and commentators, such as Os Guinness in the book “The Call”, have suggested that we need to recover the concepts of “calling” and “vocation”. The Protestant ethic that drove the last few hundred years of Western progress sees our work and activity not as something determined either by nature or nurture, nor as something we have to create by ourselves. Rather, we choose to put our gifts and abilities to use in the service of those around us and of the God who makes us and calls us.

Whatever you think of its religious origins and the nature of the one who calls us, there is much to appreciate in this model. We both have real choice and responsibility, but act within the context of support and relationships with those around us. Work is a fundamental part of what it means to be human, rather than a distraction from it.

Of course, work often isn’t enjoyable. There are many tasks in life that are just dull, unsatisfying or just plain unpleasant. It isn’t just our attitudes to work that needs to change, but work itself. We need to radically rethink and restructure our patterns of habits of work, both as individuals and as a society, to make work something constructive and positive.

One aspect of our culture that we perhaps need to rethink is our lemming-like rush towards a 24-hour society. While it may be convenient to be able to go to Tescos at 3am on a Sunday morning, couldn’t you just plan your time slightly better? With just a 9-to-5 job becoming ever more unusual, there is less and less of a shared time which most people have off work. When people are working every hour of every day, you don’t have a point in the week where you know you can get together, and most people will have the time free. Without shared patterns of work and leisure, creating a cohesive society becomes ever harder.

Rather than balancing “work” and “life”, we need to understand that work is part of life. Work is a worthwhile part of who we are in its own right, and so should be taken seriously. But it is only one part of who we are, and to be properly human means also giving a proper place to rest, to relationships, to community and leisure. But it isn’t just the amount we work that needs to change.

We need to take a stand against working practices that dehumanise and destroy the possibility of family and community. The Industrial Revolution made a sharp division between paid employment and the home the norm, and we have largely failed to prevent that disrupting our social fabrics. New technology like email should be used not to replace real human contact, but to free us up to deal with one another. Rather than impersonal cubicles and targets, we need a change in culture where the human and personal outcome of our practices is as important as the financial bottom line.

Far more is as stake than just job satisfaction. Many economists and commentators have long warned that without a right ethic, capitalism could collapse in on itself. One economist from the University of Singapore observed that “the decisive question for the West is its capacity to direct and discipline capitalism with an ethic strong enough to do so. I myself don’t believe the West can do it.”

Despite warnings of an “end of history” as Capitalism defeats all comers, it could still be a victim of its own success. Capitalism’s greatest nemesis is itself, as the prosperity and hedonism it produces destroys the very values of vocation, hard work, and saving up that made it a success in the first place.

We need to rediscover work as a satisfying part of life, but to put it in its place as only one part. We need to ride the wave of technological progress, turning it to the service of life and relationships rather than allowing change to overcome us in a dehumanising tide. Only then can we really know the joy of work.

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My time at L’abri

I’ve been rather busy, what with the Christian Union mission week and various other exciting stuff, so I’ve not had chance to post to my blog much recently. But I’ve got round to editing what some of what I wrote in an email to someone about my L’abri trip for general reading on my blog, which is what follows…

I’d been visiting London for the weekend for a reunion of the Contagious Taskforce team, staying with Matt and Pippa, the Taskforce leaders, in West Hampstead. On Sunday, I went over to Chessington to see Elly, who’d invited me to come for dinner, and get chance to see some other Contagious attendees who come from there. I had a really great weekend – it was great to see everyone.

On Monday morning, I travelled on from Matt and Pippa’s to L’Abri. I caught the train from Waterloo to Liss, which is around an hour’s journey, and from there made the half-hour or so walk to the Manor House in the cold grey drizzle of the English winter.

L’abri is in an old grand building, the Manor House, which is around 100 years old. It’s really nice, but very cold and chilly. I arrived just in time for lunch, but it was a silent lunch because there’s normally so much talk and discussion, which was a bit of an odd moment to get there!

But I soon began to get to know people, and got my hands on some good books which I began to study, including “The Christian Imagination”, which is a really good collection of material on literature, reading, writing and the imagination by all sorts of people, including T S Eliot, C S Lewis, Madeline L’Engle and so on.

There was an introductory lecture (more of a discussion) by Andrew Fellows introducing L’Abri since the term had just started. In the evening, I went to a nearby pub with some of the other students to celebrate Steven’s 22nd birthday, which was a good chance to get to know people. He’s American and had been studying literature but had got frustrated with his studies.

On Tuesday, I did more study in the morning. One of the warmest rooms is the Study Room, which has all of the many hundreds of tapes of talks and lectures and seminars on loads of different subjects. The catalogue is on the L’Abri website (http://www.englishlabri.org), where you can order them, though there are some that they can’t sell for copyright reasons. There’s also the library, which has lots of Christian books on all sorts of subjects, so I felt right at home! Tuesday was a normal lunch, which means having lunch in the home of one of the workers, and where anyone can raise a question they’d like to discuss.

Visiting L’Abri isn’t like going to a hotel or some kind of retreat centre. You go to be part of the community for the time you’re there, which means that you spend some time helping with the work needing to be done – preparing food, cleaning, and so on and so forth. I spent Tuesday afternoon helping to clean the kitchen and dining room, but because I was only there for a short stay, I didn’t do as much as you’d normally do if you were there for a longer period of time.

On Tuesday evenings at L’abri there are film screenings, chosen by the L’abri workers. We watched and discussed “The Road to Perdition”, and then discussed the film and some of the themes it raised, which I enjoyed.

On Wednesday, I woke up only to find it had snowed! The children of some of the L’abri staff were already out throwing snowballs and making snowmen, and I was soon out there too. I took a few pictures, as well as having a small snowball fight with some people. More of a snowball skirmish. It was really beautiful, though it melted fairly quickly. I spent the day studying, and met up with Jim Paul, one of the workers, for a good chat about what I was studying and stuff.

In the evening there was a talk by Edith Reistema (may have misspelled that!) on “What do we need to have hope?”, which was very interesting, and linked in with some other things I’ve been thinking about.

Thursday is the day off at L’abri. People often come to visit just for the weekend so they have the day off during the week. On the day off, the students can stay around to study or relax at the Manor House if they want, or go off for the day to London or elsewhere. There wasn’t anything on in the evening, so some of us went to the Spread Eagle pub again to mark mine and Lawrence’s last evening.

Unfortunately all good things have to come to an end, and on Friday morning I packed up my stuff, ready to catch the train at 2pm from Liss. I ordered a bunch of tapes that I hadn’t had time to listen to, and said my goodbyes. I felt sad to be leaving – there were no great spiritual or intellectual breakthroughs, but there was friendship and hospitality; learning and stimulation; work, rest, and a unique experience of community. It was at first almost overwhelming and uncomfortable, but ultimately pleasurable and satisfying.

Everyone has their stories at L’Abri: people at different stages in life, there for different reasons. Lawrence, a Methodist minister wanting to know how to respond to liberalism in his church and denomination. Chris, unsure whether or not the Bible can be trusted in all that it speaks on. Nathan, disillusioned with education and wanting to be a Maths teacher to change things. People looking for answers, people wanting to learn, people trying to discern where to go next in their lives. I’m glad to have been part of that community for a short time, and I’d like to go back sometime.

Hopefully I’ll get round to uploading some photos soon…

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At L’Abri

I had a great time at the weekend, and I’m now at L’Abri, and having a great time here, too. I only have a few minutes online, so can’t say much now, except that it snowed this morning and I’ve been out throwing snowballs! I’ve taken some pictures, and there should be one of the Manor House above, if it finishes uploading.
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Off to London and L’Abri

I handed in my Creative Writing portfolio on Wednesday, and now have until January 29th before lectures start again. Yesterday evening I had some friends round to watch a video – we ended up watching Brazil, directed by Terry Gilliam, which was rather strange, to say the least. There was also a meeting of those of us going to China, so I’ve now got a detailed breakdown of the itinerary, and info on exactly what cheques we need to make to whom.

Anyway, I’m catching the train at 12:30 from Cathays off to London to the Contagious Taskforce reunion, and then from there on Monday to the English L’Abri centre (see my previous post)! I’ll write about my adventures when I get back, all being well.

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Doctor Who for the Top 40!

Some Doctor Who fans over on the Outpost Gallifrey forums have decided it would be a laugh to take advantage of the new chart rules to try and propel a piece of Doctor Who related music into the top 40:

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to hear a song featured in Doctor Who in the UK top 40 singles chart? Have you ever dreamt that one day, instead of the latest TV manufactured pop trash, that something original and very different would enter the charts? Well, here is your chance to make a difference.

Between Monday 15th and Sunday 21st Jan, download ‘Love Don’t Roam’ from the iTunes UK store. It will cost you a mere 79p to do so (debit/credit card required for the transaction) and will require you to have a copy of the iTunes software installed on your computer. Important: Don’t download the whole album, just ‘Love Don’t Roam’ as it won’t count towards the chart otherwise. Also, you need to be in the UK to access the iTunes UK store.

After you’ve downloaded it, get your self a well deserved cup of tea and listen to the official UK top 40 on BBC Radio 1 next Sunday between 4pm and 7pm.

Link to iTunes.

Fan opinion on Outpost Gallifrey is somewhat divided between “Yay! It’s a laugh! Let’s give it a shot” and “Oh please no! That’s really sad, and just when Doctor Who is gaining a slightly less geeky reputation too!” I think it’s just a nice bit of fun, so why not join in and see if Doctor Who can materialise in the charts?

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Into 2007

Well, 2007 is upon us, and this is my last evening at home before heading back to Cardiff. 2006 was an interesting year: I think I learned a lot, often the hard way, so it was a bit tough at times, but full of good stuff too, and I think I’m now more at peace with myself than I’ve been in a long time.

I’ve got a lot happening between now and Easter. Here’s a quick run-down:

  • First up is a weekend reunion for the Contagious Taskforce team in London! It’ll be good to see some of that great bunch of people again, and hopefully some non-Taskforce Contagiousites as well. I’m looking forward to returning to Contagious next summer as a leader, God willing.
  • Then straight on from London to L’Abri, which you might describe as a Christian intellectual community. I’ll be going for a week to spend some time meeting with other Christians and thinking about Christian literary criticism and also what it means for me to be a Christian and a writer.
  • id:entity – 5th to the 9th February, Cardiff CU‘s week of events, asking “Jesus: who do you say he is?”
  • Cardiff Debating Society Inter-Varsity competition on the 10th February. The final will be open to the public – should be exciting!
  • I’m going to China!!!! And I’m just the teensiest, tiniest bit excited, surprisingly enough! Two weeks: 24th Feb to 10th March, visiting Shanghai, Beijing, Xi’an and Wuhan – it’ll be a good chance to practice the Chinese I’ve been learning this academic year.
  • And at the end of term, a trip organised by Cardiff Uni’s Anglican Chaplaincy to the Iona Community‘s student week, on the theme “The truth will set you free” – should be interesting!

Also, I’ll hopefully be doing a rather exciting interview for Gair Rhydd, and I’m trying to decide whether or not to run for Societies and Internationals Officer in the Students’ Union elections. There’s also the small matter of my degree. It’s going to be a manic term!

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Saddam: Does He Deserve Death?

(Originally written for Gair Rhydd when Saddam was sentenced, reposted here in light of his execution)

An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. Saddam Hussein’s life for the 148 lives taken by him in the town of Dujail back in 1982. In the face of such evil, might we this once consider the death penalty justified?

Two thousand years ago, a radical and revolutionary teacher in the Middle East proclaimed a message that flew in the face of accepted human wisdom and culture. He preached reconciliation rather than retribution, and a love not just for one’s neighbours, but our enemies as well. Does such teaching have any relevance to the practical realities of the twenty-first century, supposedly a time of war between civilization and terror?

If we take such teaching to mean that we should just pat Saddam Hussein on the head and let him go out of some notion of forgiveness, then no. But Christ warned us to take the plank out of our own eye, in order that we can see clearly to remove the speck from the eye of our brother. The principle is to put our own house in order first, not abandon the pursuit of justice.

Saddam Hussein was clearly an unpleasant and evil man, but this tin-pot dictator has somehow been transformed in the popular imagination by Western media into a bogeyman, an embodiment of evil plotting world domination in a way that would put the most chilling Bond villain to shame. But we must not use this man’s evil as a cloak for the wrongs of the West.

Back in the 1980s, America was busy selling weapons and aircraft to Saddam Hussein. Responsible for reopening US relations with Iraq in the early eighties after the 1967 Arab-Israeli war was none other than Donald Rumsfeld, just at the same time Iraq was using chemical weapons against Iran. Saddam himself had close links with the CIA.

America was perfectly happy for Saddam Hussein to do as he wished in Iraq as long as he did not threaten US interests. Once he did so on August 2, 1990 by invading Kuwait, he suddenly became an evil tyrant and a threat in the eyes of the West rather than a useful asset.

The Iraq War was not motivated by a desire to liberate the Iraqi people, or to spread democracy or out of an abstract ambition for global security. One only has to look to countries such as Zimbabwe where there is tyranny but no threat to Western interests to see the West’s true motives. The Iraq War was motivated by American and British self-interest, which directly lead to a conflict resulting in the deaths of tens of thousands of innocent civilians.

Our politicians justified this on the basis of the threat posed by Weapons of Mass Destruction, something that proved to be entirely false. Having made a misjudgement on such a massive scale, the least Bush and Blair could have done was to have the decency to resign.

This is not to justify or vindicate Saddam Hussein in any way; the wrongs of our politicians does not lessen Saddam’s evil, any more than his wrongdoings lessen the hypocrisy of our leaders.

If they wanted to oust Saddam then our leaders should have had the guts to make an honest case on their real reasons of national self-interest. Better yet, they should have the integrity to admit to past wrongs in foreign policy and seek to follow through a genuinely moral foreign policy consistently, and not just when it suits them as a PR stunt to justify the latest ploy in Western interests.

“Let he who is without sin cast the first stone”. This is not a command to abandon the pursuit of justice. Rather, it calls us to examine ourselves, our own actions and motivations, before rushing in to condemn others. Considering our own track record, we would do well to pause and reflect before hurrying to crow in triumph over Saddam’s sentence.

So what of the death sentence? If we really believe killing to be wrong, and wish Saddam Hussein to face justice for killing, then how can we consistently advocate state-sanctioned murder? What’s more, there is a sense in which killing is too good for him; it would allow him to escape facing the consequences of his actions in the present life.

If we seriously believe in Western values like the fundamental value of human life, then we should be seeking to promote this in Iraq as much as political systems such as democracy.

Of course, the whole massively misguided misadventure in Iraq should give us pause before hastily trying to change the culture and practices of a nation in our own image. Our methods should be talking to people, engaging with other cultures, seeking to win people over through argument and example.

The trial of Saddam Hussein should be a reminder to us of the capacity for evil that is present in every one of us and in every culture. Let us seek to promote a higher standard of justice and compassion, starting with changing our own actions, rather than stooping to the same level.

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Harry Potter and the Seventh Book’s Title

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows“, eh? Doesn’t give anything away, but sounds suitably ominous!

Here are some of my thoughts on what will happen in the last book. Be warned, SPOILERS for the previous books (but anyone who cares will have read them all by now, I’d guess!)

I’ve thought that Harry is a horcrux ever since I first read HBP. The main clues that I can see are as follows:

  • Voldemort had one horcrux left to create when he went to Godric’s Hollow.
  • The creation of a horcrux requires a murder – Harry’s parents had just been murdered.
  • There is a strange connection between Harry and Voldemort; some of Voldemort’s abilities were transferred to Harry and a connection made between them when Voldemort tried to kill Harry
  • Harry describes this in CoS as “Voldemort put a piece of himself into me”

My theory: Voldemort’s plan was to use the murder of James Potter to make Harry’s dead body his final horcrux, a gruesome trophy of his victory over the one prophecied to defeat him and over destiny itself. The plan backfired when Harry didn’t actually die, though Voldemort is probably unaware that Harry still became a horcrux.

This works very well dramatically, because it up the stakes and means that destroying Voldemort is going to be very costly for Harry.

Thematically, I think that it’s pretty much a given that Voldemort will in some sense be defeated by love. According to Dumbledore, his great weakness is that he doesn’t understand that there are worse things than death; Dumbledore also describes love as a force more wonderful and terrible than death. One of the things that the glimpses into Voldemort’s past in HBP seemed to be designed to show was that Voldemort has grown up completely without love. The whole theme of the power of sacrificial love is a very important one in the series so far, and I reckon it’s probably the key theme of the series.

So I can see a couple of possibilities. One is that Harry will, on discovering he’s a horcrux, believe that he has to kill both himself and Voldemort at the same time to defeat him. He does this, but the power of being willing to lay down his life out of his love for his friends destroys the fragment of Voldemort’s soul within him and somehow shielding him so he doesn’t actually die. Another theory I have is that Harry will destroy Voldemort by showing some act of love towards him.

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The missing posts!

Now my blog has been upgraded to the new version of Blogger, I’ve been going through my old posts labelling them so that it’s easier to find things on this blog. This is more for my benefit than out of any expectation that others will be browsing through my old posts! It’s quite interesting to look back over what I’ve written since coming to university, and to see some of the changes in me since I started my blog.

I’ve been discovering a number of unfinished drafts that I never published, and I’ve tidied up and published some of them, placed in the appropriate times. They are:

  • Faith to move paperclips – A humourous post on a brush with the possibly miraculous, but certainly providential back in my first year of university.
  • Storms of nature – some reflections in the wake of Hurricane Katrina, including a rather rough but heartfelt poem.
  • The Bible and Welsh – the text of a short talk on “How we got the Bible in Welsh”, including the story of Mari Jones, which I did for Mack.
  • My birthday party – last year’s, that is. A few highlights and memorable moments.
  • My daemon – Having reread His Dark Materials, I pose the question “what daemon would I have?”
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21 (continued)

Continuing a list of 21 things that I’m thankful for

14. Doctor Who
I’ve waxed lyrical about Doctor Who before, and few things have shaped my imagination more. I love the collision of the fantastic and the everyday, the triumphs of ambition over budget (and occasional endearing defeats!), the sense of humour and optimism in the face of evil, and the wonderfully humane heroism of that lonely alien, the Doctor. It’s modern-day fairytale and myth-making, and so despite the flaws in execution, I love it.

13. Contagious
The last seven summers, since I was 14, I’ve been on the Christian youth conference “Contagious”. It has helped me grow and become established in my faith over the years. I’ve learned so much through going back to the Bible to look at it in depth with a bunch of other young people commited to Jesus. On Contagious, I’ve met many wonderful people, both leaders and fellow campers, including some of my best friends – Jessica, Luke, Steve Sims and others. And I’ll be back next summer as a leader, God willing!

12. University
I don’t think it’s an exaggeration to say that my time at university has been the best time of my life so far. I’m really enjoying my course at the moment – developing a Christian perspective on literature for my dissertation, studying the Chinese revolution, learning Mandarin, and writing a novel! And I’ve met so many great people, far too numerous to mention (I’ve 176 friends from Cardiff on Facebook!) and there’s so much to do and be involved with – the Christian Union, Gair Rhydd, Debating Society, Navigators and more. I’ll miss it when I finish, though I look forward to fresh challenges.

11. Books
Books, wonderful books! These small volumes, mere bundles of ink-splattered pages, are pathways to other worlds, connections to other minds, full of new ideas and stories and knowledge and ways of looking at the world. Such casual miracles that can be held in one’s hands or stuffed in a pocket, and bought for only the price of a meal.
But although their wonder lies in what they do, I also enjoy the physical presence of a good book, something that a computer screen can never replicate. The hum of pages as you riffle through them, the smell of paper, the feel of the cover. My bargain-priced copy of Absolute Sandman arrived recently, slip-cased, leather-bound with a beautiful embossed cover, glossy and large and utterly wonderful.

10. Writing
There’s nothing quite like the pleasure of description and action and character and place all bursting out from carefully crafted words and narrative. This is my ambition: to work and work until I’m good enough at writing to stories that are good enough to honour the creative God who created me, and good enough that I can make my living from my writing.

9. Food
Mmm… tasty food! Particularly lasagne and strudel and pizza and chocolate cake and raspberries and roast pork and Christmas pudding and watermelon. Not all at the same time, of course.

8. Freedom
When I think how many countless thousands of people have toiled, and continue to toil, under oppression and control, then I can but thank God for the wonderful freedom I have in Britain at the moment. Learning about China, where political and religious freedom are sadly curtailed in brutal ways, has reminded me that there is no inevitability that a modern society will be free. Freedom isn’t a “natural” state of affairs, but something that needs to be carefully nurtured and preserved – something I think our country is failing to do, with potentially dangerous consequences.
On another level, I find the fact that God in his sovereignty allows me the freedom to make choices, to learn wisdom by giving me the principles by which to live but often not spelling out how to put them into practice, that he has made me a genuine moral agent, truly mindboggling.

I’ll post the top 7 things I’m thankful for sometime soon (It’s only a rough order, though – don’t read too much into the precise ranking of things!)

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